Dork

Have you ever wanted to go to something, but the person who was putting it on had know idea that you wanted to go; & your not sure if they would want you to go if they did; & for once you don't feel like being so rude as to tell them that you would like to go or just invite yourself; & it is starting to sink in that the time for such things is running out because your life as you know it is about to end forever? If you do then I guess I'm not the only dork who is about to go to seminary.